love... the tale was told...

***Never criticize anyone you don't understand. Better put in the time trying to learn something about him, then criticism may be unnecessary... =)

***everything happens for a reason/purpose... never blame your misfortune to other people. its us who's creating our destiny... if it's bound to happen, then it'll happen. it surely will.

>>>One of the biggest forms of FLATTERY is knowing that just by being my normal, wonderful self...I make some people EXTREMELY INSECURE<<<


***be happy and contended to what God gave you. look on the positive side for God knows what's best for us. Sometimes, He might have put us in a very unkind situation yet, He knows that we can survive being in that unstable wet cement =) smile!!!



*****THE CHILD IN ME CAN BE FOUND HERE*****

PRINCESSLOVE

PRINCESSLOVE
nothing compares

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

sucks to have her back in his life.

i was reading my entries. napangiti ako. uttered "sooooo over it!" =) *winkies*
we're over, and yes, i've accepted that we really died the natural death. now, i knoe im gutsy enough to see him, face to face, laugh with him and talk about anything like we used before, without any romantic feelings involve. iv moved on!!! it took many months for me to finally leave and move on and accept the fact that the relationship we took care of is gone. we're better off as friends =)

it was september. my last birthday. he gave me a very nice present, the gift of freedom!

i woke up one day and realized, it isnt working anymore. we became stagnant. it couldv, it wouldv worked, if we tried a little harder, yet, i grew tired.

IT TAKES ANOTHER MAN FOR A WOMAN TO MOVE ON AND FORGET HER OTHER MAN.

---i don't agree. i strooooongly disagree! i moved on, loved myself, picked up my broken pieces and was happy after lewis and i parted. "was".

since iv lotsa love to give, i fell in love with this man. my present boyfriend. i love him. he came when i thought i wasnt ready to love again. pero may "spark", for real! i knoe, may chemistry.

another magulong situation tho. he was in a year long relationship when we met. we jive. we're happy together, sa pagkakaalam ko. naging kame. naghiwalay sila. he made me believe na we'll be okay. we'll make it thru--- again. katulad ng palaging promise sa isang relationship. i believe him, i knoe we can make this relationship work, kung magtutulungan kme. we're having a tough start. mahirap, sobrang hirap. him and "DYY"(acronym ng tawag ni sheaye, friend ko, sa supposedly "ex" girlfriend ng boyfriend ko) theyr teamates, they're always together sa work. and yea, bago toh, nagseselos ako. pero fine, part of pagsubok to skin. but one thing na hindi ko matanggap is, we'e having a tough start, naging complicated pa lalo, why? because, theyr back together. kme, sila. pero technically, KAMI na tlga. and that makes her his second now. darn.

when he promised me na ako lang, when he told me na he's not planning to do anything stupid. when he even told me that he'll stay with me until forever. liar!

but i love him. and i still want to believe that all those stuff he told me were not just full of crap. i still believe we'll make it thru. it's just too painful. im trying to keep my sanity.

kahit okay naman kme ngyon, kahit masaya at mahal ko sya, mahal nia ko, it isnt enough. our relationship wont grow kung palaging nakadikit si DYY sa kanya. and if she thinks im giving this relationship up para pabayaan ko sa knya ung boyfriend ko, she's wrong.

but im almost near... so close... to my end point. im not breaking up with him. i knoe. i knoe myself too well. sounds to cheesy or whatever, but he'll be my boyfriend until that "end".

september 22, my second life.

2010, will be my end... im tired.
le blurbed by @ 2:21:00 PM

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